"It's all smooth sailing from here on out..."

I live and live and still no purpose…

I’m almost on my thirties and I still don’t know who I am

I drink and drink trying to find a reason…

I am close to the empty glass and still no answers

I smoke and smoke trying to see some sign on the smoke…

My cigarette is burnt out and still no signals…

I write and write but  I can’t find the right words…

I’ m close to my masterpiece and still it slips through my fingers…

I think and think and still no ideas…

 I guess I just lost my mind…